.Friday, October 29, 2004 ; 6:39 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Today is another rainy, grey and gloomy day. It has been a week....I used to love rainy days. I used to love the ambience, coolness and the calm within chaos that it gave. Don't know why, these things no longer appeal to me. I just feel so down every single rainy day. Seems like I haven't been able to slow down my pace to admire the beauty of GOD's creation. Have I been moving too fast or am I being dragged by the pace of things around me?I don't know......no one knows...
Hmm..running in the rain?feel like doing it again sometimes. I always do it during my JC times - walking in the rain, feeling the rain drop softly hitting my body, and savouring the cooling sensation the rain gave. The coolness really can wash away my tears, fears and my worries.
I have been bad today~!!real bad. I missed my stats tut, missed my chem tut, and slept in my Bio lec. I have been having difficulty in concentrating these few weeks. There's another test coming this monday and I haven't start revising. Sleep and more sleep is what I wanted...Darn..stomachache again.....
Is it possible for someone to have special thing towards 2 guys?Sometimes I wonder why people can like so many people at the same time. Is it so hard to find love?Is it hard to love someone deeply?
I have try to state my stand on many many issues. I tried not to do things that may anger the LORD. E.g yesterday, i was asked to make vodoo doll. That is equivalent of making idols...nah...not gonna do it..
Then they wanna do the incense things..i also dun wanna do..they joke abt abi..I'm try not to follow also....well....
Song at the moment : kissing in the rain - andy lau
