.Thursday, October 28, 2004 ; 4:43 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Well..a week has pass since my last post. I'm trying to make a point to post everyday. But...seems like there's more urgent things out there waiting to be settled. When am I gonna be done and over with all the stuff? I think I'm seeing a mountain of paperworks and readings...
Help..I literally feel suffocated and weight down yesterday...so heavy I had difficulty in breathing..then my body started to ache..
I did my best in test today. Well...i forgot to bring in my formula list and was panicking for a few mins...anyway..the past is the past..what i can do is work towards my final exam..
I love singing~!!!I love it when we practise music will always in your heart. I love the combine part..It is so smooth and blended that I can feel a glow in my heart...Love Choir..not SH choir but just choir..=>
I dun understand myself..I thought I did. Yeah..I thought..I still dunno what i want. Afraid to take the first step, afraid to fall down..again..what should I do?wait and wait?or juz forget about it?I did have something..small and flickering and threatened to died down anytime soon..It never died..really...it just needed some infuse of oxygen and I'm still waiting. I was happy and sad at the same time. It feels so near yet so far away.. why?untouchablE??
I'm tired tired tired BUT~!!! after a gd weekend rest I'll be fine..I'll be back..Lol
Good things tt happen this week :
- he went~!!hahaha twice
- did my ss before the deadline
- at last have some quiet with GOD~!!!
Bad things: ALOT~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I didnt get i wanted~!!!!
