.Tuesday, November 16, 2004 ; 12:45 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
I was studying statistics since 230am till 500am..then continued till 6am doing text editing ex. Before that I studied and watch tv from 3pm till 11pm. Funny...coz I did better~!!Why?Can I do my exam in my room instead since I score better here. How I wish...I am kinda overload..Yeah..must be...coz I started to feel the heavy feeling in my heart. The typical burdened feeling I have when I started to get sick of things around me. I need to go out~!Out of campus, out of NUS. Juz out...........anywhere.. I wonder how some people can stay in this tiny room for days and do nothing but burying themselves in mountain of books. I can't. 2 days are long enough for me to feel uneasy. I wanna go play~!!!I wanna go back to AMK. Someone occupied the house now. And won't be back soon...AaaAArrrRRggGGhhHHzZzzz.......
I started to feel lazy everytime I think of dinner. Most of the time when I eat, I was not hungry. I eat for the sake of eating. There's so many things to do but so little determination. Father Almighty, Please help me to study. Please help me get through this week......
