.Wednesday, February 16, 2005 ; 2:56 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Finally, I found some times to blog before returning to my real estate tutorial.
Firstly, I will try not to spend V day in NUS again. I felt so out of place among those couples. So weird and so superficial in a way. Why does people only show love and care on that day?Why can't everyday be V day. Only on that day people care to shower their loved ones with attention and gifts. Well...at least some bother to do something. Some even thinking of doing nothing ( they are doing nothing?) . I feel that there's no need for us to find a reason to shower people with love. But, that's how human works. We will always suspect things if suddenly this person is so caring towards us - does he or she likes me?hahah...I for one will think this way if someone that I barely know does that. So strangers out there, when you wanna do something good to me, do it discreetly so I don;t need to think so much ok.z? *(^o^)*
Something happened a few days ago that made me think whether people really take my blog entry super seriously. I think they did. I got a really bizzare msg in the morning. The content is so weird that It actually helps me wake up for my mornng lab session. Yeah...
Someone must have read my past entries and misunderstood the meaning. Oh..just for a reminder, note the date of the entry because I don't blog regulary. Back to the topic, someone thought I still like him. That is not true ya. I have moved on, living my life the way I like it, minimising the amount of useless thinking as my brain space is needed for my studies and other stuff.
I said there will always be a space somewhere in my heart for him because I never forget people that I liked before - be it he is as kind as an angel to me or as horrible as devil from hell. I always remember them and cherish them in my heart. So it's not only him that has this previledge. Another thing is he was one of my good friend. I'm more saddened by the fact that I lost a good friend rather than the fact that I lost a potential bf. Although I forgvie easily, I don't forget and there are things that is simply can't be forgiven. So to YOU out there, don't think too much and PLEASE LAR..............move on....and I still don't want to see or talk to you.
My tuesday was really a torture. One of my longest day. It started by the bizarre msg at 730am and ended at 4am. Yup..luckily there's break here and there..a few hours break.
I hate it when i can't sing. The voice seems to be covered but a layer of hissing sound. Yuck...sounds disgusting like a sore thumb. Sometimes I feel that I can really find solace in singing and music. I'm not a musician nor an artist. I can be said as an amateur. But I'm always fascinated by the world of music. It dazzles and provides things that most dreamers want- a world of beauty and freedom.
