.Wednesday, March 02, 2005 ; 8:19 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
SP just ended. No rest for my poor body. Next up is Amplitude, an annual (is it?) choir and Acapella concert that involve every single hall choir and Aca. After that is Bazaar , followed by Night of 77 star. Then, there's CMB concert in 2 weeks time. Oh..I almost forget..there's my study too. Yep..poor study..I always put them at the very back of my mind when they are suppose to be my priority.
My body is aching all over, cough and itchy throat and nose. Break outs are everywhere too. What is wrong with my body?
Ok..enuf of complaining. I feel that human is a funny creature. At one side, we are social being; love to be surrounded by people..be among people. On the other hand, we are scared of strangers. We felt intruded when someone just came in and be part of something that already has been built not in matter of days but months and years. Whether we realised it or not, life is about searching; searching for the best house, best friends, best partners, best religion? It's a neverending search. Along the way we make mistakes, being mistaken by others, encounter really dumb stuff. It is really like food tasting. Sweet, sour, bitter and spicy are mixed together. Sometimes we can identify them. Sometimes we can't. In the end, do they matter at all?No idea. When my end has arrived I will know.
David Tao songs made me feel this way.
I suppose to be sleeping now. Tomorrow or rather, later in the morning is a brand new day. I know I can get through tomorrow briliantly. No doubt. I will train myself to have a steel spine. I need stamina yup...And I need GOD..of all things. I feel that I have drifted away from Him. I wanna go back. Sometimes you will miss it less if you never say it out. Keep it tight in your heart and you'll be alright.
