.Tuesday, March 08, 2005 ; 12:22 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
What a night!what a night~! Despite little (or should I say almost none) rehearsal, we manage to pull it off nicely. Passable..well more than that. There's hiccups here and there but it was great. Yup.
We started off with an item from block C "S.H.E" and ended with a mass singing of NKF charity song. The theme this time was raising funds for block C ppl. They are suppose to call my hp no. ANd they DID~!!Got people called. We even had prizes for them. So cool rite~!!but they refuse to reveal their handsome faces..("cough"zai"cough"hao). =P
I did perform too. I was singing a duet with sze ley with Gam on guitar and waylon on keyboard.
The feeling before going up to perform is ok..kinda calm...I was grabbing sze ley's hand for other reason. I shall not elaborate futher on the reason. Then, when we were on the stage, the mike was too short~!!!I can't pull it any further. So I have to make do with what I have. We started off quite nicely (a little shaky). I was enjoying the atmosphere too. (thanks to many performances with choir) The spot light was blinding so it made things better. I won't feel so nervous when I can't see anyone looking at me. I say Jessy smiling at me and other people cheering me on from the lobby. Occasionally, I will look to my right, to Gam and waylon.
Well, alarm bell did ring inside my brain. Small but resilient voice kept warning me. Thank GOD I heed the voice. After the song finished, I was tremblng all over. It was like the tension was released in one shot. I just squatted down beside derlyn and started to giggle. Yup.
The reason?Do I need a reason to feel the after effect a performance?haha
Actually the reason were because it's over and another reason.
Well, i think he tried to look at me for a few times. Our eyes did meet for a brief time. Then, I looked away and hide behind sze ley. hahah..A good camouflage. Then, I said thank you to the rest. That thank you will be the first and the last for the near future?
So do I pass the test?I don't know.
I remembered the advice my friends gave me. "Remember that the whole hall is looking at you".
Another said, "please don't do this to yourself. Don't make things difficut." I can imagine her face frowning when typing this. D=)
" you are a strong girl", another one told me. I will be a strong girl.
