.Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ; 1:02 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
手放开 this song was playing in the background when I entered short messages to my seniors. Coincidently, he was standing beside me, writing messages for his seniors too. As the song played I can't help but smile. I don't know whether the song is more relevant to me or to him. The part "我给你最后的疼爱是手放开", makes me smile. Well, if I grinned, people will think I'm mad. Talking to myself is mad enough already.
He left right after the song finish. Another coincidence?
Later at night, I went to his room to ask him to sign yin's bdae card. So that was the first time I talked to him. Is it a good start? No idea. So how do I feel? Nothing actually..kinda empty. I think that is a good feeling. He looked normal too. Our dear fren is in the room too. He said he felt squashed in between us. Poor thing.
手放开-歌词
我把自己关起来只留下一个阳台
每当天黑推开窗我对着夜幕发呆
看着往事一幕一幕
再次演出你我的爱
我把电视机打开听着别人的对白
也许那些故事可以给我一个交代
你要的爱我学不来
眼睁睁看情变坏人怔怔看情感概
不能给你未来我还你现在
安静结束也是另一种对待
当眼泪流下来伤已超载
分开也是另一种明白
我给你最后的疼爱是手放开
不要一张双人床中间隔着一片海
感情的污点就留给时间慢慢漂白
把爱收进胸前左边口袋
最后的疼爱是手放开
不想用言语拉扯所以选择不责怪
感情就像候车月台有人走有人来
我的心是一个站牌写着等待
最后的疼爱是手放开
我把收音机打开听着别人的失败
啃咽的声音仿佛诉说着相同悲哀
你的依赖还在胸怀
我无法轻易推开我无法随便走开
感情中专心的人容易被伤害
手放开 有时是最好的界定。
