.Wednesday, April 06, 2005 ; 6:59 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
I heard this story from love diary in yes 933.
"In a far far away place, there lives a girl who knew only happiness. Her happiness is not because she is well off or because she is pretty. It is simply because she doesn't know how to feel sad. When her uncle passed away, she felt nothing. Empty and detached. She is unfeeling? No not really. She cares about others. So much that it is ridiculous. When she left home for a very very long time, she doesn't feel sad. She doesn't miss her family.
Over the years, her happiness grew. The reason? She met someone that maybe the one. She thought, "maybe I really have a fairy Godmother that gives me happiness and only happiness".
The "one" turns out to be everything that she doesn't want him to be; unstable and a liar. And she tasted her very first dose of sadness and heartbreak. Poor girl. She was left in a daze, and confused without any direction. How can love brings so much sadness and bitterness. How can love turns out to be a bitter pill. Fortunately, she was surrounded by caring friends and they told her to walk away. She finally made up her mind and went away.
A few years has passed. One day, she accidentally met him. They became friends again. She was about to trail back the memory lane although she knew very clearly that her love for him will only aggravate the old wound. So does she backtrack?
There are 2 endings.
1. She kept her love for him, forgave him and accepted all his flaws. Although she has been hurt, and deceived and disillusioned, she can't let go. Secretly, hoping that he may come back. Secretly, watching him from afar.
2. With heavy heart, she heards towards the exit door. Once and for all, she exited from his life and this tangled and complicated story. She's not sure whether she will again find someone that can give her so much happiness yet so much bitterness. But, she is looking at life with different perspective because she finally know what is sadness. It is bitter and heavy but it is necessary in life. "
The DJ asked us, which ending are we gonna choose?For me, I choose the 2nd ending. What about you?
As a rational thinking human creature, many people will choose 2nd ending. But, when it happens on you, will you really choose 2nd ending?
current song : 我也很想他 孙燕姿
