.Monday, April 25, 2005 ; 2:15 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Today was really the calm before the storm. I woke up in the afternoon. The day before, I made a promise to study on Sunday since I wasted so much time talking to persons. Well, I didn't really make full use of my time. Anyway, I felt really calm and relax. Weird but it seems like I'm ready for the paper. In reality, I AM NOT. There's still the whole chapter of amino acid to read. Now, the worrying sets in. Sigh....Some moron in the hall actually blasted his or her bass at 1am in the morning. I was drifting into cotton dream land and suddenly and rudely I was woken up by the loud music!!!!SO irritated.
I decided to crawl out of my bed and check out people's blog. I came across this rather interesting entry about BGR. This guy said that when two people become very close and they never take the chance to take the relationship to further stage, the feeling will just fade away and they will just end up to be friends. I agree and disagree with this statement. Sometimes there are circumstances that force them to remain as it is. There are situation where both party do have feeling for each other. But, what's the point of expressing it when no good will come out of it. I'm not saying that if one of them confesses their feeling, the friendship will be lost. This reason is long overdued. Hmm..I think in this case it is very sad for people who can't like someone freely and also can't forget that person. 明明知道对方有同样的感觉但是又不可以表达。。真的很难受。没办法阿。为了大家和知己的好什么都不说是最好的表达。
It is very 难受when one party came to seek advice and to share problems and all you can do just to listen and nod your head. Cannot hug or do other things coz it's wrong.
以前我是不是作错了。 我不应太关心他， 不应该太在乎他。为什么忘记一个人是那么难的一件事。为什么每次都是我在付出而他一点都没有给过我什么。。爱情真的是个难以理解的事。如果早知伤心会比开心多，我就不要去喜欢一个人。
Haiz...why should one consider so much?if the feeling is there and able to click, why not?
Give it a try. Chance don't always come knocking at the door.
I think I'm having PMS.
