.Saturday, June 11, 2005 ; 3:33 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
It's been two weeks since the last time I blog. Well, in a way I can say nothing much has happened. in a way......
So far my life revolves around rag. The last time I counted, I have 10 injuries on my hands alone (bruises, scratches, splinters etc etc). The progress has been slow and I'm kinda feeling frustated today. It's only a stiffener and I'm already scratching my head. In the end, my boss helped me complete that part. Rag is fun !! We are building something from scratch!!Designers gave us what they want and we just build accordingly. Of course there are many changes along the way. and I mean A LOT!!hahah...2 weeks into rag period and I'm still NOT sick of it. I can't wait to see my baby after detailing. KY should be able to do a good job. Poor guy, he is sick now.
I can't reveal too much about the details of our float. I've signed a "hush" agreement. haha..Shearites should now what's the float like this year.
Anyway, I have a bad habit. I tend to feel frustated when working with beginners. I have a tendency of taking things too much into my hands which is very bad. The other person or people will end up be my workers rather than my work partner. Bad Katz...now, trying my best to change that.
Before deciding to type this entry, I've been watching TV series and doing jigsaw puzzle. The latter is a belated birthday present for a friend. I still have 2 jigsaws. They are pictures of cardcaptor sakura and kamikaze. Well, nice pic lar.. Whu wants??
So I was trying to put all the pieces to the right places. There are pieces that don't really fit even though they are right for each other. I feel that relationship between human being are also like that. No matter how compatible a couple or friends are, there are edges that don't fit. We just have to work our way around it.
A friend came back today and he is wearing a rather "special" outfit. I was rather happy to see him. We talked, ate and I enquired about his mom. I was rather surprised when he made the hugging gesture in front of so many people. There is another person besides me. I am always intrigued by the little details around me. When they 2 of them sat at the right and left of me, I felt...special. Haa...well, I wanna dream..Don't wanna wake up.
He followed me to my room to take something. While waiting for lift, he hugged me. Somehow, I missed being hug by someone. Yeah, I guess that's why....I'm still thinking.
I won't deny I'm trying to divert my attention from that particular one thing. I'm afraid of the day he comes back. He may bring all my feeling back too.....and it's 358 am and it's raining...
