.Tuesday, August 16, 2005 ; 1:54 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
I never sang my songs,
On this date, on my own,
I never said my words,
Wishing they would be heard,
I saw you smiling at me,
Was it real? Or just my fantasy?
You? always be there in the corner of this tiny little bar.
I kinda liked it your way,
How u shyly placed your eyes on me,
Did You ever know that I had mine on you?
*Darling so there you are,
With that look on your face,
As if you're never hurt,
As if you're never down,
Shall I be the one for you?
Who pinches you softly but sure,
If frown is shown then,
I will know that you are no dreamer.
So let me come to you,
Close as I wanna be,
Close enough for me,
To feel your heart beating fast,
And stay there as I whisper,
How I love your peaceful eyes on me,
Did you ever know?
That I had mine on you.
Darling so share with me,
Your love if you have enough,
Tears if you're holding back,
A pain if that's what it is,
How can I let you know?
I'm more than the dress and a voice,
Just reach me out then,
You will know that you are not dreaming.
Song lyrics from Eyes on Me, FF8 soundtrack. Well, it was written by a women who waited for the return of her lover. Alas, he never did. Wait..he did return, 20 years later and she is already resting peacefully in the ground.
Eyes never lie. That is true. Notice the eyes of lovers or someone in love. They will look at the one they love with such gentleness that practically says "you are the world to me". Have you ever look at someone with such gaze?
Seems like things are getting deeper. I'm afraid I don't know how to pull myself out of this mess. I don't want to do any more picking up or cleaning up. Things are so vague and tricky lately. I feel like giving up. By the way, I was thinking of 2 weeks notice. But, no point setting a deadline when the others don't even know the existence of this deadline. M told me to search the scripture for an answer. Maybe I should. Maybe............
