.Sunday, August 21, 2005 ; 12:53 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Oh my goodness!What is wrong with me these days?I felt as if i've lost my 灵魂. I rushed to marina square from hall only to find that I'm 1 hour early. I went to buy stuff and forgot to take away my shopping bag. I looked dazed the whole day. What's wrong?At least I'm still awake during meal. I was always lost in conversation with others. My mind just went blank, as clean as white unstained paper. Kinda scary when I thought of it. What if I collaspe suddenly?What is wrong with my body?
Yesterday was our council group outing to celebrate Dom's birthday. I never know how much I missed them till I meet them. They didn't change much. It has been almost 3 to 4 years. Somehow, it felt like only yesterday we were JC students hanging out at BK after school or council room. I miss JC time. Yes, As was a stressful time but things were less twisted then. We have a confirmed hang out place. Lame jokes and funny jokes were constantly exchanged. Even liking someone seems much simpler then. It was a transition period. A fun and memorable one.
I was among them, laughing, teasing and taking photos. I felt really comfortable among them. There's no need to be extra talkative or outgoing or AS. I can be myself. Today, my quiet self showed. That was because I was really tired and feel very烦. Been thinking about many stuff; assingments, my personal time, comms, people. Anyway, one of them noticed and came to talk to me. He is really a wonderful person. Understanding and kinda lame. The point is he borthered to ask what happened. Then he sayang sayang my head. Thanks broz..U r an angel~!!
I have been missing out a lot on my friends life. NUS life has been my life and I made that decision. No one to blame but myself.
