.Sunday, October 09, 2005 ; 4:16 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Damn..I think I missed out a lot on my outside friends life. So caught up with my hall life, I don't even know my friend was on TV. SobZzz.....I guess they also gave up on me, the-ever-so-busy-Kathy. They went Sentosa one of the sunday. I can't go coz got block stuff and mid terms. They went TCC during Dom's birthday. I can't remember why I wasn't there. So may pictures taken but I am always the missing one. Next sunday is Jinie's birthday and I've promised I will go. But I feel rather left out now. HOW?HOW? I miss my JC life and the past I have with my councillors. The time when I feel most at ease and at home was with these bunch of people. I used to feel that I'm a part of them. Well..I used to. Everytime I mentioned I am sorry for not spending enough time with them, they'll assure me it's okay. They understand that I'm busy with school and hall. But.............................................................
It's this kind of feeling that makes me feel like crying.
Apologizing won't do any good. The gap is there and can't be close by saying sorry.
