.Monday, January 02, 2006 ; 9:00 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Well, Happy New Year to me and to everyone!!May this year be a good and fruitful year.
My new year eve was spent at home. No, not indon but Ang Mo Kio. Dad called earlier and I wished him happy new year. Mom just sent me a msg and as usual, asked me a lot of stuff. At least they didn't forgot this daughter of theirs who refused to return home during school holiday. ^^
As I was enjoying the quietness and peacefullness at home, I got a few sms from friends that I have lost contact with. Pleasantly surprised by this, we chatted for a while through msg. (Adeline, hopefully will see u this fri in school).
Anyway, I was in the mood of spending time with myself. e.g. watch TV series, shopping alone, eating dinner while reading my favourite book or watching my favourite show, staying at ang mo kio for more than one night. No idea why. I guess staying with 100 other people for almost 2 years makes me wanna retreat into seclusion for at least a week (I can hear someone gimme the incredulous look and say "how can you spend time alone? that is so sad!"). That's why I rejected my friends who asked me out (sorry derrick jx and dom. That night I just feel like spending time alone). For obvious reason, it is not possible.
Oh! A new life was borned into the world on New year's eve. A beautiful and blessed baby girl named Anastasia was delivered into the world by Jessy. I didn't have the chance to see her when I went NUH. But, I saw the videos and pictures of her. She is so cute and adorable. Makes me want to have one of my own Hhaha..too early for that.
Anyway, she is borned into a devoted christian family. Something that I never had..yet. When I am around them, I feel kinda disconnected. Their life is so different from mine. Regular bible studies, cell group, going church with family every sunday, a christian partner...These are the things that I never had before. A whole new way of life. I feel as if I'm missing out on many stuff because of my reluctancy to step out from my current life. Something is missing and I don't know how to find.
