"Memories are made of happiness, even the bittersweet ones"
Still feel a bit odd using mouse pad instead of my optical mouse. I should have treated it better when it was alive. May it R.I.P.
Anyway, I found out why my screen saver didn't work for the past few months. My pointer moved by itself most of the time. No no, not some supernatural crap. Something was wrong with the sensor, and it made the pointer moved. That's why screensaver didn't pop up when I decided to ignore my laptop for a while.
I didn't know those pics are still inside my screensaver slideshow. Sometimes I am still affected by the past. I guess I need more time to forget everything. The hurt was no longer there. That's one thing for sure. What about hope?Those know the story will surely ask. Nope, No more hope. It just died. If I'm allowed to choose, I don't want to cross path with him again. Let us lead our separate life. Less complicated this way. I'm glad to hear he is doing well in whatever things he is doing. 3 months without his presence will be a good thing. He is a history and the memories will stay where they are; inside one isolated corner of my mind. The fact that I brought this up again, shows that he still affects me. This is bad..