Man, I need to let of some steam here. Things get on my nerve easily nowadays. Even small things like uneven surface can make me blew my top. This is so frustating. I don't want to be like this. They just want to understand the situation here. Normally I would have answer them cooly and explain till they got what I mean. But, I got irritated. Big time!!In my head, I asked questions like why are they questioning me and telling me what to do? What do they want? I'm trying my best here and the least they can do now is to trust me. I feel uncomfortable with the fact that things run without me knowing. I'm in the loss at times. A cold shower is what I need now. Even tiramisu no longer can do the magic. AAAArrGGGhhhh!!!

I'm not taking any crap treatment from others. That is why I got irritated when people snap at me or cut my sentences. Hello!!Have some sense and let me speak. I'm not gonna give people crap treatment unless they give me first. Man, this is so frustating.
Am I not doing enough?Am I not good enough?Am I not specific in planning?Or it was all a big fat mistake?

I really need to let go and trust in the people that are suppose to be doing their job. Well, I shall try but I don't like the lost feeling when people ask me why and how and what is happening. I do understand that one shouldn't overwrite authorities and I;m trying my best here not to jump queue!!Holy crap to people who do that all the time. Feel like screaming away now. Hopefully block comm meeting tomorrow will provide a good escape from rag. Sucks..I can't sleep with this fuming chimney inside my head.

~KatZ~

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