.Thursday, August 24, 2006 ; 8:45 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
The reflective mood kicks in..again. My level is kinda quiet now coz most of the people went to support IBG Netball. As for me, it's not really my cup of tea. Okay, I admit. Most of the time things are done out of obligation. Praise God, I did have fun while fulfilling my obligation. If today is any other day, I would have gone down and shout my lungs out. Not today I guess. My "aunt" comes to visit. Feeling freaking lethargic and tired now. Suddenly feel like crying again.
Let's see what's my schedule for tonight. VCF welcome supper, and block comm election. How time flies. I'm in my third and last year. Past 2 years have been rather happening and fruitful. No doubt sacrifices were made. All those late nights, sleepy mornings, mind wrecking meetings and physically challenging activities, I would say they are all worth it. My life in U will not be as colourful as it is now if I decided not to stay in hall. I wouldn't have meet all these wonderful people whom I called my friends. If I ever leave this place, which I evetually will, I'm gonna miss it terribly. Well, life must go on isn't it.
Somehow, after Daily Express, I feel like spending more time outside. Catching up with outside friends as well as taking a break from hustle and bustle of hall life. After midway fair, the only reasonable path to take is to continue with block comm 0607 and eventually taking up main comm post in rag 0607. I was kinda ready for both committee. It was au natural (Is it the correct usage of phrase in a sentence?) Hesitation only came when I was asked to take up the chairperson post. Things will be just fine, I told myself. You can say that I'm optimistic. To others, I'm a naive person. Well, that's my strength. I do not face a battle with a losing heart although along the way, I found disappointment and bitterness instead of satisfaction. Never mind them. Been there and done that. They are all phases of life. Along the way, friendships are made and broken. Some stayed, some disappeared, some simply ignored. I've outgrown the try-to-please-everyone phase. I guess those who stick with me through all these things are those worth keeping as friends. =) The only thing that stays constant is changes and God.
