.Friday, January 26, 2007 ; 4:42 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Budding, Blossoming and withering of flower. All three have their own beauty and pain. But, which one is truly the phase that is worth perservering? A budding flower does not necessarily open up. A blossoming one will not stay in its most glorious moment forever. A withering flower has no other way but accept the progress of nature. Oh well...there's nothing we can do.
How hopless men are. We can't control the progress of nature. We can't even control our own feeling.
How selfish men are. We claim to be rational and clear-headed. But, how many times we do things due to "spurs of the moment?" How many times we tried to justify what we have done? "It goes both ways" "It was never a person's fault" " this thing will not happen if..if..if..if..if.."
What's the use of saying these things? Will these make all parties feel better? What is the use of analyzing the situations and causes? Will they change the outcome? NO NO NO!
I am disappointed in men. The feeling is like asking for honey and ended up being given vinegar. Just to clarify, I am not in the situation. I am not one of the party.
All these happenings showed me one thing. One love that is true and unconditional, it is the love of God. His love is unconditional, and perfect. He loves us much more than we do. I admit that my love for Him will never be greater than Jesus love for me. I talked to Him before I sleep. Telling Him how ugly human are. Telling him many things that men will just brush them off saying " well, that is not your problem. Why care so much?" Coz I know He cares, and He wants to know not that He doesn't have any idea. Coz I know He will understand how His children feel. Every tears that are shed by His beloved are precious. It is not important how things turn out this way. But, how He is gonna take it into His mighty hands and settle all for us. We are His beloved. Every single one of us. Even before we become a christian. John 3:16 For He loved the world so much that He has given His only Son. My heart is heavy but I know my Jesus will keep my heart in peaceful state and take away all these burden. Thank You Lord Jesus.
