.Monday, April 30, 2007 ; 2:48 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
6 semesters, 6 exams, 6 times seeing similar types of exam paper format, and I still can get it wrong. "Read the freaking instruction properly", I told myself. Why didn't it get into my brain and stayed there for at least 2 hours. Who cares where it goes to after that. Still, I committed the gravest mistake during a paper other than forgetting to wake up - I forgot that there is still another qs at the next page. Conveniently taking my own sweet time, I paced myself so accurately for 5 qs ONLY. There was the sixth question! The worst part was I remember seeing the question only after my friend asked which qs I did for 2nd section!Horrible Katz. How can I forget!!Somehow I did. Aarghxx
I was very angry with myself for being so careless! And, there was a chance of me scoring that qs! 10 out of 40 marks back to the examiner. Just for this time I wanna say, I hate myself!
On the way back, I met someone that I don't really want to see. Not because I dislike the person. He is a distraction to me. Better not meet unnecessarily. Yup, that's my problem lar. Then, I dropped my phone. Ouch!! It's like a slow motion frame, I saw it slowly descending to the ground and landed with a loud thud.
Last paper on Wednesday. I felt so helpless just now. I don't want to feel helpless this wednesday. 2 and half days to last life science paper in NUS. Am I gonna deal with life science again?Am I gonna be in this field ? I don't know. What I know is I don't wanna fail any of my exam ever again.
