.Sunday, May 06, 2007 ; 2:26 AM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Stumbled upon a note written ages ago. Probably for someone, probably just a passing thought. The meaning is clear. Here's the summary "If it is hope you want, i am sorry. I can't give it to you. If I've said misleading things, leave them behind and move on, coz you and I will never have a future." Hmm... it got me thinking for a bit.
Lately I've been pondering over some issues. To stay or not to stay. If I choose to stay, what if these retarded feeling keep coming up once every 3 months? If I choose not to stay, how to tell them? What will be the future consequences? I was tremendously bothered by this issue. Hence, the previous entry.
My Lord will answer me for sure. My Lord will not condemned me if I choose to leave. It is a challenge when the flesh in battling the spirit. Indeed, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak.
Mulling over it for ages makes no righteous sense. For the time being, this issue shall be put on hold. I have prayed about it and will continue to wait on Him and press on. We'll see how thing goes on wednesday.
Anyway, back to the note i stumbled upon. When a boy meets a girl, do both carry the intention of being "just friends". How to know when either one steps out of the boundary? of course asking is the easiest and fastest way to find out.
I've learned the hard way and learned the lesson well. Being called babe doesn't carry any significant meaning. Promises don't necessarily need to be fulfilled. Like a passing wind, they leave a lingering touch but not a presence.
