.Sunday, November 25, 2007 ; 10:38 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Finally, I've decided to get a hair cut. Well, it's not super fantastic. In fact, I still love my previous hair cut. As usual, the stylist will ask me whether my thin fine hair is hereditary. Yes it is. And Yes I have problem with hair dropping as and when they like. Don't ask me why. Ask my DNA. As long as they grow back, i'm fine with a couple of hair dropping here and there.
Church service was amazing! The guest preacher was preaching something that I seldom hear in NCC - that God does chastised and discipline His children!! Proverbs says so. Paul said so. Ok I admit. In my heart, I was like "preach it pastor!Many need to know this" LoL
The message is a wake up call for me. Seriously, I need to make the decision of moving from my current position to something more. I need to make the decision to be planted in this church. Not merely hanging by the fringes, no commitment and move on whenever I like it. This is my bad habit. When I was in LSM Cg, my excuse was "I'll be active once I move on to working adult cg". After I reluctantly join (after much persuasion from Mark), and saw the huge group, another excuse came up. " The group is too big! How to be a cg with 50 ppl in this cg? Should I wait till it multiply before becoming active?" Because of these excuses, I haven't attend subsequent cgs after that first meeting. Besides, the place is sooooo far away!! And I am so tired after work. Yep, that's another excuse from me.
Somehow, I always sabotage my chance of being planted in this church. I am suppose to start serving in children ministry weeks ago. But, I delayed and delayed and delayed. More excuses came up. Sigh. bad habits and laziness!!!!Help Jesus! Forgive me!!
This coming sunday is going to be my first time serving in children ministry. I pray God keep me away from my own laziness, excuses and more excuses. I pray that I will make up my mind to serve Him. It's what I should do! Funny, I still try to reason myself out. Thank God You are so patient with me. Thank God You do not give up on me.
Start of a new week
Start of a new day
What it holds
I will not know
But my God has gone before me
To prepare all things
that will work together for good
for those who loves Him
and according to His purpose
Daddy says
"So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand"
So I will praise You Daddy
I will give You glory
I will give You praise
despite my circumstances
despite what others says
I will praise You
for You are worthy
for You are Living God!
