.Thursday, November 15, 2007 ; 11:32 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Just had a really good chat with Mr ong on the phone. We spoke from 720 till 9 plus! Wow! Long conversation. I'm glad I called him today. He is my mentor/elder whom I know I can turn to for advices or even just simple sharing of things that happen throughout the week. Thank God for putting mr ong as my mentor. Thank God for his life experiences!!
Certain things he said are very true. Every single decision we make, no matter how insignificant they are, somehow or another, will have effects on the rest of our life. Previously, I was given 2 choices. Decisions lie on me. A or B. Left or Right. She or He? I have to make A decision. So I have and things start to unfold. Subsequent events happen based on that simple decision I made. Is that why they call it Chain of events? In conclusion, I am glad I made that decision. A fallen world that we live in. An imperfect situation we'll always be in. Imperfect person i will be. Until Jesus comes again and we will be glorified with new body.
Thinking back, what if I decided to stick with him? Will we finally be together? Will I be able to like him as much as I did then? I never know. Again, I am glad I made the decision to move on. He is too immature and I was too afraid.
It is really not the time to think of such thing. I don't think I am brave enough to take that step. Maybe that's why i keep saying that the guy should go after me. Not the other way round. Scared of rejection, that is. Odd eh? I have been getting hundreds of rejections and I am still scared of one. n_n Besides, which girl doesn't like to be wooed "wink"
"iron sharpens Iron." I have been hearing a lot of this phrase. I wonder what it means to me?
