Monday - Tuesday - Wednesday - Thursday - Friday - Saturday - Sunday.
And it is all over again.
Weeks roll by and pressure is definitely mounting. I have been selling this event for one month and deals are not in sight. Well, there suppose to be 2 today but the client decided to register later. So my boss blew her out and leave it as it is. Plus, I received another rejection from a potential client. Oh well, that's the way it is in sales job. What else can I do but to move on and seek for new deals. I still believe my Lord will bring in the deals for me. I still believe that at the end of the day, my God will somehow meet the required number. I still and will continue to believe until I see the result.
I moved seats again! This time I am sitting near Alice and SL. It is quite enjoyable sitting there. People are less serious and chit chat more. Well, the result is I become slack.
Yes, I am going to leave anyway. But, while I am still here, I want to do my best. I want to get deals in because this is my responsibility. I want to top up the number because 3 day MBA is my event. No matter how sick of this job, I still want to complete what I started even if that means I am the only one left selling this event. Changes can be felt hanging in the air. Rumour has it that my event will be given over to other team and I will be doing a new event. Really?
Feel so hopeless now. Is it the people or the company or is it me? I suck, am I? How? How?
I am so looking forward to Friday. Time to pause and really think of where I need to be. I just want to go somehow and do some serious photo shooting. Look at those photo in National Geographic. If only. Bottom line, I need to believe and I want to. Like what was spoken by the centaurion, Lord I believe, help my unbelief.