.Sunday, June 01, 2008 ; 9:23 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless. So restless.
Is it because tomorrow will be my first day at the new place?
Is it because my mom is going back home?
Is it because I am having my monthly dosage of PMS?
Urgh! So irritating. How I wish I could be "feeling-less".
So much easier to deal with situation by not giving in to any emotion.
Is this job for me? Honestly, I don't know. I'll give myself 6 months and we'll see how we can go from there. Yep. 6 months is quite a short time. Enough for me to consider whether or not to stay and enough for me too look for a new job if this is not the one.
Hmm..why am I being so apprehensive about this new job. This is not the optimistic Katz. Or am i letting the timid side of me taking over everything?
I kept telling those who asked, I know nothing about this job. Going in there with only my heart and my brain. Oh yes, my body as well. I'll try my best to learn all that is being taught. 6 months down the road, I'll be looking back at this day and laugh at how silly I am being anxious over nothing. Oh well.
Silly Katz.
Holiday's off and time to get back to the real world.
Hmm...Thinking back, I wasn't sure how anxious I was during my first day at ME. Don't remember. I only remembered getting there early and ended up being slightly late (according to my standard) and realizing that there are those who were later.
It's good to know others are feeling the same way during their first day of work. (^o^)
New chapter of life, lets rock it!
Good night folks!
