.Tuesday, September 23, 2008 ; 9:35 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
I woke up early to baby blue eyes from the (fire)
and when the sun comes through and lights you like the angel you are
I know I do you wrong when I’m with you I’ve been gone
With every season change, it looks the same (november to june)
And dont these empty streets skip a beat the flowers dont bloom
I can’t believe I missed your birthday again
and I wanna come back but I just don’t know when now
And I’m so lonely your not here with me
That’s why I’m gonna be on the next plane home
The road that never ends around the bend I see your smile
I’d swim across the sea to be with you for a while
cos I’m made a life would be gone
now the way that I feel I just don’t belong
And I’m so lonely you’re not here with me
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home
And you’re you’re the only face I wanna see
thats why I’m gonna be on the next plane home
Stand around try to make every moment
and be somebody yeah anybody
it seems the whole world is taking me over
I need somebody to help me get back(to n)
and I’ve always been a million miles away
but things are gonna change
I just wanna come home
And you’re you’re the only face I wanna see
thats why I gonna be on the next plane home
yeah I’m taking the next plane home
Now I’m getting the next plane home
Now I’m taking the next plane home
Current favorite song. Actually only the beginning 1st 5 seconds. I'm listening to 98.7FM now. Apparently, roads near, around, in and about city area/CBD area are closed other than AM peak hours time. The DJs are reading out the list of roads that are closed. Hmm..quite a hefty list I would say. Well, F1 Grand Prix night race put SG in the world map. Also, it put SG in the entire stupid traffic jam map. Note to readers: this is a direct quote from the DJs. As if traffic in CBD area is not bad enough. Good luck drivers/sales people/account managers/whoever that need to travel to visit clients. Enjoy the MRT ride and the ride on your own two legs.
J told me something rather interesting. Apparently LTA system crashed big time this morning and it was causing massive jams almost everywhere. How so dependent we are on technology. Imagine a black out for 2 hours during peak hours (which is such a common phenomenon in Medan). Practically hundreds of thousands will be cozying up in the darkness of lifts. Ok. not really cozying up. More of trapped within clautraphobic inducing lifts and offices. Poor people.
Lif e is really such a weird thing. I was reading a new book. It was a very simple question: What is the meaning of being real? When was the last time we are being real to ourselves and people around us?Sometimes I wonder how real is the "me" that colleagues see? Is it more real that the "me' that my closer friends see? How different would it be from the "me" that my family sees? or the "me" that the church people see? I felt like I was acting. The scripts are based on circumstances. And I am tired. I guess the most real "me" is when I am alone, chilling out with my favorite book and a cup of tea. Hmm...
As I am looking at the children playing and chattering around, I am touched by how they can show whatever they feel to whoever that they encounter. Okay, there are those who are rather shy. Still, they are "excused" for their behaviour coz they are kids. Oh well, I guess in the end, all these are "me". Only in different circumstances. Those are the things that make human such a dynamic human being. Adaptable and full of flexibility. Only when we do not restrict ourselves. Jia you!! Tomorrow will be a better day.
Faced quite a few rejections today. That is how it is in a sales job. No worries! Tomorrow will be a better day. If not, there will still be tomorrow after tomorrow and more tomorrows to come.
Time to hit the bed. I am feeling light and "cloudy" Hmm..medicine works. Yawnzz...
Oh another favorite song: 7 Things by Miley Cirus
