.Thursday, December 11, 2008 ; 7:58 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
I am extremely pissed! The fire is simmering inside.
My Uncle passed away and I need to fly back to Medan to attend the funeral. It was a sudden departure. The news of my uncle passing came on Tuesday and I flew back on Wednesday night. This email came 30 minutes before I decided to let of the steam at this lil' place of mine.
I was suppose to do a ref check with 3 people for my candidate. Due to time constraint, I am able to do with 2 referee only. The last referee can only speak at 530pm. I am suppose to leave office at 4pm. How am I suppose to speak to him at 530? So I asked a colleague to help me to speak to him at 530. Just a short 5 minutes procedure. I thought she will do it for me. Whether she did do it or not, or she has to leave early, or she has too many stuff to do or whatever reason it is, someone else called me on the reference check. She asked me why am I only doing one?Why about the others?
I explained that I have done 2 and I need one more. The one I have done, I have sent it to my 2 other colleagues including the one whom I asked for assistance.
That was yesterday. Today, I received an email from big boss that left me speechless with rage.
Boss said I never follow SOP and didn't save the file in the required folder. Well, if she is to know the truth NO ONE EVER DO IT! No One ever save it in the allocated folder.
Next, I was typing it AT HOME! How do I access the share drive? It is not web enabled!
She "butterred" me with the fact that I didn't pass on properly, causing 3 other colleagues to attend to this reference check. I DID!!! I ASKED JACE TO HELP ME!!!!! I explained to her and told her I will send the typed out reference check on the first 2 since she cant read my writing therefore she will take ages to type them out. I don't know what happen in between. Now it is may fault that I caused 3 other ppl to run around.
If this is entirely my fault, I cant say a thing. I will admit that it is my fault and I will apologize which I did. But, this is caused by people. And I am taking the blame for other's improper handover.
Either way, I am pissed. This is an expensive lesson to teach me NEVER TO DEPEND ON OTHERS!
