.Tuesday, March 03, 2009 ; 10:38 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
This is exactly how I feel.
No matter how much I tried to prepare myself for the worst, I am still shell-shocked.
I fully understand this phrase. Yet, the fact is still hard to swallow. I am affected morally.
She is leaving. She has stated her reasons and her commitment.
I remembered last year May, she told me she believed in the company and the vision that the owner has. She wanted to put her ability into use. She believe this is a challenge that can be conquered. Today, she told me she has lost all believe in the "product" that we are selling. She doesn't know how to meet that expectation put upon her. She no longer able to take those "crap" Finally, she calls it quit.
I guess, even superwoman decided to throw the towel in.
How am I suppose to voice out this unsettled feeling within? It seems like no one will understand.
Her announcement will be like a drop of water in a pool. Somehow, the ripple effect will be felt throughout the pond which was still. Just as the prelude to a raging storm.
I am not sure how some people are going to take the announcement but I do not wish to be in that meeting room tomorrow.
I will still be with the company until the time when I say enough is enough. Perhaps 6 months to 1 year down the road? We'll see how elastic is the rubber band before it snapped.
Meanwhile, I am forseeing myself taking a break this coming or 2 weeks later.
The fact that I am still in the job is a tremendous blessing from the Lord. But I really need to take a break. MC or annual leave we'll see what will happen in a few days time.
Everyone around me is sick! Should I consider direct inoculation to speed things up?
