.Sunday, March 15, 2009 ; 3:31 PM -
.His Mercy is New everY mornInG.
Where am I now? In the office, finishing up some reports and hoping earnestly that the rain will stop. Another wet day in Singapore. I kinda like rainy days. It may be stormy and violent but at the same time, there is a sense of prevailing peace. Odd I know.
Nokia mosaic is an event - a series of events - that is worth going for. Saturday was Jazz day for both outdoor theater and the indoor living room. I was captivated by Norman seck trio's music. Apparently he was an NUS alumni graduated in 2006 before he went on the Berkeley Music school for further studies. His music is current with a hint of playfullness. I stood there for 1 hour just to listen to him and his group mates weaving beautiful melodies. Truly he is gifted in this area. By the way...he is quite cute in an eccentric way.
I need a break.
Work has been extremely demandind lately. Or it is me that is over demanding towards myself?
No idea.
Has anyone ever tried to create lies that in the end the liar believe his own lies?
That is what I feel lately. I am exhausted from trying to manipulate, weave politically correct stories and reorganised facts to suits the assignments. I hate this part. But, do I have to do it?
Oh well..on a lighter note, I am reorganising my eating patterns. Oily and fried food will be a taboo for at least 3 months. My staple diet will be salad with chicken breast meat coupled with lots and lots of fruits. Carbs will be a secondary food. Unless it is necessary, I will try to avoid processed carbs such as white bread, refined sugar etc.
A friend invited me for a consultation session with a lady by the name of Sarah. She is a nutritionist cum lifestyle consultant. After a long chat with her, she came up with a 5 months plan to restructured/resculpt by body. But! the problem is she is extremely pricey!! I need to fork out at least SGD5750 for the entire package. Of course there will be SGD1000 rebate extended to new clients. It is still very expensive. To be honest, I can't afford this!
Honestly speaking, I thought I saw a ray of hope to escape from this old form. At that moment, I was believing her for what her plans can bring. In the end, I told her directly that I can't afford this and bid farewell to the pleasant lady.
I guess I will be staying in this old form for quite a bit.
Who can deny that the world is a shallow place with major concerns on physical appearance. I am not judging here. I myself will not deny that beautiful things or things that conform to the "standards" set by the majority will take on a place of priority in my eyes.
The rain has not stop but I need to go now. Adios
